Day 18

I have not blogged in a while b/c every day was essentially the same. I felt fine. Hungry, but not as hungry as you'd expect. Each night I cratered a bit - no energy and disparately wanting food - but is passes. I added a small amount of coffee last weekend to help me get through it. I am still not having any in the morning, just afternoon when I need a pick up.

All of the "good" days ended on Day 18. I felt OK all day but when I went home I very quickly lost it. I honestly came the closest I have thus far to ending it on the spot. I finally went upstairs and laid down. I don't remember much else. I woke up at 5:30 for my workout and felt rested but still very weak.

QSA was difficult to get through today. I don't know what has happened but I have hit a wall. I go to the doctor tomorrow for my big weigh in. My loss has slowed dramatically but that is to be expected. After I weigh in on Thursday, I don't know what I am going to do. I was hoping to continue on but will not be able to if many more days like yesterday. :-(

For the first time, I lost confidence that this was working. I need to get my swag back.